Peace, sunshine and Prince

The sun has come to Norway... together with the big cloud of ash =/ Oh, well... Happy days to me anyway!

I am giving myself the five minutes of peace that I need today, it has been difficult finding them. I have now found Prince on Spotify, feeling in the mood and drinking my cup of coffee... Silencing all the sounds out, answering only to myself and Prince.

Thoughts of what is happening in my life... The usual where am I going, what will be the next move and can I go from here to there with only this dress!? Sometimes I appreciate these thoughts, but most of the time I actually would like them out of my head! It would be the wonder of the lifetime just to live, just to be able not to think and plan and decipher and to analyze and to and to and to and to.... "Paint the perfect picture"

Well keeping some good picture or fantasy of what I would want or like isn´t the same. That´s the dreams and thoughts I think we all need, the pieces of beauty that I can dream about. Some even being within reach! A small picture I think I want to keep... It is just all the irritating thought on what that picture should be, can´t just stick to one you know!

Hmm, this is counting as yet another great blog posting of blabla. What would the world be, for me, without that!

One small serious something... Got a thought yesterday while having dinner with a friend. I wonder if I am the only one, or if there are others "like me". The last years I have felt it easier to deliver out all the personal things that kind of exploits myself. Especially through this blog I have given out more then I maybe should have, undressing myself in front of the virtual audience on the end of a different screen. The thought I had yesterday (to try to keep the thin red line!), was that I never really do. I never really undress anything I am not confident of showing. A pornnn star of feelings, hehe... Well, I am finding myself hilarious right now. This blog, however naked it might seem, it is truly not. Do I make any sense?? The daily hazels and my life ponders are harder to share. I get scared these things will judge me or put me on the spot. It is choices I have made, choices that really colors who I am!

I have reached the end of the red line.... Only thought I now have is how will the search results on this blogpost end up! So, putting in a few spelling strangeness in between!

BOB DYLAN:

I accept chaos. I am not sure whether it accepts me. I know some people are terrified of the bomb. But then some people are terrified to be seen carrying a modern screen magazine. Experience teaches us that silence terrifies people the most.